I'm not alone.

Why do I feel like it?

I'm kind of sick of hearing about the Massacre at VA Tech.
Yeah, I'm really sad about it and I feel bad for those who have lost their lives.
But, showing all of this information on the news is just going to cause copy cat incidents.
Take the shooting at NASA.
Only two people were shot and killed but the fact that it happened wasn't coincidentally.
Just yesterday, someone said they were going to make the VA Massacre look like nothing.
That was scary and sad.
I guess I agree with the new code things at school.
But, it's retarded at the same time.
I don't know.
Whatever.
I think I'm going to go now and watch television.
<333

Love you. 

I don't feel happy.
I don't know why.
Today hasn't been a good day.
I had a bad dream last night.
I dreamt Jake and I were at Katyes.
She was still mad at me and I was trying to find out why.
Then her appartment building turned into an old factory.
I left my camera in a bathroom upstairs.
I asked Jake to go get it.
I talked to Katye about why she was mad at me.
Jake came back and for some reason he was mad at me too.
So, I threw my ring at him and ran away.
I ran down the street and into an alley.
It got dark and started to rain so I decided to go back.
As I was walking back Jake found me and we walked back together.
Then, while we were talking to Katye about why she was mad at me,
she told me that there were two reasons she was mad at me.
One was that I got drunk and kissed someone at a party and didn't tell Jake.
The other one I can't remember what she said.
Something about calling her.
I started to cry in the dream and then I woke up.
It was insane.
I woke up and I just didn't want to think about it anymore.
I told Jake about it.
He said he's a good dream boyfriend.
He is more than that.
He is the greatest boyfriend I could ever have/want.
I'd be lost without him.
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He called me Mrs. Lattimore last night.
I laughed.
He's so cute.

According to what Katye told Justin,
this fight between us was bound to happen.
Just because she is moving away.
Whatever.
She's such an immature person.
If she is moving away,
and this was bound to happen,
then why isn't she doing this to Kate, Justin and Beth.
And all the other people she's leaving in August?
She is so stupid with her logic.
I'm done.
I haven't cried about it in a while.
I haven't thought about it untill now.
I'm just glad I've got friends who are actual friends.
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I think I'm going to go to bed.

Love,
me.

I'm probably going to have to get the balls
to go to Katyes and get my dress back.
Justin is going to be grounded forever.
So I'm going to have Kate go with me.
Yeah.
But, anyways.
It's going to be another long day.
Third day in a row that I've been working.
I guess its going to get me back into the habit of Summertime.
40+ hours a week.
I do need to get back into that.
But instead of day shift,
I am switching to night.
I'm going to close.
Thats where the money is.
More money for France.
Sooooooooo.
Yeah.
I'm going to go paint my toenails.
And wait for Jake to pick me up.

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